old and new loves

the copelands.the ryanadamsandthecardinals. the danielnathanmiles. i will crawl into bed, covered head to toe in my down comforter and maybe the cat will come sit on me. i will doze off to these mens lovely sounds. and it will be ohsogreat. i'm exhausted.
she was a wreck but so was he.
she runs through my veins like a long black river and rattles my cage like a thunderstorm.
i'll hold you close in the back of my mind.
your voice seems miles away but somehow i hear your song resound.
we'll find ourselves on the safest ledge.
does this sound like you at all.
and when your neck can't carry on you look down to me the fool you understand that it goes to you.
i wanted you how did that not get through.
if i fall will you catch me if i'm sorry, sorry enough if i fall will you pity me will you confuse my love for the cobwebs.
fell past a cheekbone hill.
if the honey makes you sick then honey there is a line that must be walked.
slow down you don't have to talk lie down breathe stop slow down.
it's not a game but it feels like losin when someone you love throws you away.
dodeedodeedodeedoo we were born into a light.



cute. [post hosp march2008]

evero.

vecchia

how could i stop trying?!?

get back apathy :)

for the record

i so love pretty things.
it's prob evident
but i just wanted to type it out.

hello little butterfly. do you want to make your perch on the back of my hand? join me today, little butterfly. i will show you what this world has for you. as long as you stay with me, i will take care of you endlessly. be my new friend, little guy. because i really like you. it would be nice if you would stay, but if you have to leave because you were made to fly, then i understand. i ask nothing in return, anyway. so little butterfly, goodbye until next time.

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i think i found the reason for my stagnance this morning. i heard iron helps you sleep. i know i'm not getting enough for my lil body with the auto immune disorder. so now, i need to get caught up and dormire tutto il giorno.
i know i'm in america, but i didn't take italian for nothin.
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in the margins where i took notes in political science

it's not my own. i read something by a friend and it got stuck in my head just like a song so i scribbled away while i listened. such a multitasker. [but i guess sometimes i try to take on too much. but that's a whole nother thing for a different time that is not now.]

i have to leave my house in three minutes. wash face, put on uniform, get a water of bottle [gah! i always say that backwards! seriously not on purpose!] and take a drive down tennis lane to the big yellow building. awesome. i'm going to get cold.

lazy grey day but i can't stay inside.

if motivation were a pill, i'd take it.