how will i make it?

one of these would be nice:


i don't really want to take a nap, but i don't think i can stay awake in my 6-9 class tonight if i don't. i haven't had allergy symptoms like this in i don't even remember how long and all i've had energy for this week is SLEEPING. it's ridiculous.

and i have weird pains in my quads and haven't been able to exercise since i went to jamaica. [on the way there, in two seperate small moments, i had these crazy spasms in my quads, a very concentrated area where there was a POP!!!! of pain followed by my whole body sweating and shaking, feeling like i'd vomit, unable to move my leg for about 2-5 minutes...it was crazy. even now, just getting up from sitting down i feel a sharp pain...weird.] so even when i'm not feeling all stuffy and achy from allergies, i can't exercise because of my stupid legs. except for maybe just arm weights and situps. but i want to runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

anyway.
i have nothing more to say.