01 December 2009

I haven't used this in so long because I find it easy and fast to put random things up on tumblr. I like this though. and don't like it at the same time. It's like the notebooks I keep in real life. I don't often throw them away. There are memories here. I'm sentimental. It's interesting how much my ideas and opinions etc change in a short amount of time. It's like my view of things or at least the way I think of and handle them change so often. That's why I don't really like keeping the old notebooks. ...sometimes I just can't do away with them though. They help me remember the good things about myself too, and that's worth it to me more than hiding the parts I don't like.
I have about five hours left in my day. It's so dark out that it doesn't feel like "day" at all. Do what I can. That's what I keep telling myself. If I'm being honest with myself about that, then I'm not worried.
I have storage to move, laundry to put away, my manfriend to visit, and other stuff to fit in there somehow, like writing/art/studying.
I guess I like these things so much because I can ramble/thinkoutloudtomyself faster when typing than handwriting plus my wrists and hands don't get as sore.

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