07 April 2008

no attention span for reading.

i want to read.
or even watch a good movie.
i'm waiting for the kids to wake up. but i'm glad they're sleeping in because they'll be happier today.

i don't understand it, but ever since my last two weeks in jamaica, i just can't get myself to read. and i want to read so badly. i can barely even take time to write in my notebooks. at least typing is fast enough to keep my mind engaged for a little while.

i really think this is because i just went through really fun and tough things in jamaica. and because i don't know how to handle leaving a child that was as close to being mine as possible without having come from my own body.
it's weird.

what am i to do?

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